I don't want Serie to die

If Serie is going to die 

As planned

Prophesied, 

Or fated.

I'M SERIOUSLY GOING TO BAWL!

Throughout the series, Serie as a character has been growing bigger and bigger inside my heart. She has become a mother for not just many of the characters, but me too. While her demenour barely changes, we are all now know that she's nothing but kind to her disciples.

For the longest time, I have been in denial about this assasination's plot and write it off as "surely, this is going to be a farce to strengthen the bond between the association and the empire".

But, using a prophetic dream.

Serie has seen her own death multiple times already.

She has tried various things to avoid her death to no avail. And her death comes so swiftly she's even unable to grasp how and what has happened or who's responsible for it.

And one time she didn't die, what came after was fate worse than death. Countless magic association members ended up being killed instead. Showing just how big the scale of the shadow warrior network is.

The sight of her accepting her death as inevitability is so goddamn sad.

It pained my heart.

The current Serie is neither the closest being to the goddess, nor the strongest great mage nor the leader of the largest magic association.

She's just a scared mother desperately trying to protect her children.

It has been quite long time since the hiatus, but honestly. Now i feel kinda scared to read any new update. After all, there's a big chance that she does actually going to die. And when i think about it, my heart kinda sink.